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Saturday, July 29, 2006
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Barely Breathing ~cxlv-dccxxv
Ahh, the cold air of a rainy day bids me a good morning, but I continue to hide inside my blanket to force myself to sleep. Well, no one can stop me since classes are suspended once more (to my relief, I guess) and I have nothing much to do - except to fret about future tests. Who cares about the future anyway? Let me live my life a day at a time! And so I go deeper into my sheets, probably trying to enjoy the coldness and at the same time trying to find some warmth. Now, how could that be? But that actually doesn't matter. What matters is the fact that I could not find any ounce of strength to help myself to get out of the bed. Yup, that's right - I have no inspirationto wake up and function as a sane human being. It couldn't be my family - I should have stood up immediately. But hey, I have done my part - I have washed the dishes and done the uniforms so that would be okay. I'm still longing for you, I guess. I missed you because you were someone who understood me - my complexities, my worries, my eccentricities and all of those sort. It's been two days and for those two days, I have been asking God to stop the heavy downpour of rain so that I could see you the following day. I know it would be impossible for you to go to my place (do you even know where I live?) so I forced myself out of my comfort zone. I continue to plod on my day - with my jacket on to give me warmth - but still I hope you'd come - or call, at least. And so I continue to wish that classes won't be suspended tomorrow - God knows how I totally missed freaking out at school and how I missed talking to you. The rain has stopped, finally. I guess I'll be seeing you tomorrow then.
[2nd literary work under the cxlv penname]
9:42 PM | Ahh, the cold air of a rainy day bids me a good morning, but I continue to hide inside my blanket to force myself to sleep. Well, no one can stop me since classes are suspended once more (to my relief, I guess) and I have nothing much to do - except to fret about future tests. Who cares about the future anyway? Let me live my life a day at a time! And so I go deeper into my sheets, probably trying to enjoy the coldness and at the same time trying to find some warmth. Now, how could that be? But that actually doesn't matter. What matters is the fact that I could not find any ounce of strength to help myself to get out of the bed. Yup, that's right - I have no inspirationto wake up and function as a sane human being. It couldn't be my family - I should have stood up immediately. But hey, I have done my part - I have washed the dishes and done the uniforms so that would be okay. I'm still longing for you, I guess. I missed you because you were someone who understood me - my complexities, my worries, my eccentricities and all of those sort. It's been two days and for those two days, I have been asking God to stop the heavy downpour of rain so that I could see you the following day. I know it would be impossible for you to go to my place (do you even know where I live?) so I forced myself out of my comfort zone. I continue to plod on my day - with my jacket on to give me warmth - but still I hope you'd come - or call, at least. And so I continue to wish that classes won't be suspended tomorrow - God knows how I totally missed freaking out at school and how I missed talking to you. The rain has stopped, finally. I guess I'll be seeing you tomorrow then.
[2nd literary work under the cxlv penname]
